I am the Walking Dead

I have literally pulled the first all-nighter of my life. This sucks. I feel like an emotionless machine. Sleep seems like it will never come to me again. I wanna shower but I'm afraid ill pass out and drown myself (actually maybe thats not the worst way to go out). The only thing worse that could happen to me right now is if someone made a sexual move on me. The idea of touching someone else right now makes me want to vomit whatever could possibly be left in my stomach. I feel insane writing this. I actually feel insane all the time. Maybe I am.